A question about acne scarring?

Okay please can I have your attention. Be for you answer, please read all of this because I'm tired of getting the same answer that will not solve my problem. I have CYSTIC! acne. A very severe form of acne. Its the same thing but its a disease and its wayyyyy worse. Please research it before you give an answer. I've tried everything possible. I've used lotions, anti-biotics, home remedies, even the best treatment in the world, ACCUTANE. I still have severe, cystic acne. What more do I have to do? I'm 17. I've wasted pretty much most of my life away because of the control my acne has over me. I don't like going out. People always stare. And I always wonder if they are talking about. I've been made fun of an insane amount. I'm actually starting to have emotional problems. I'm a freaking guy! I don't like crying and breaking down and wondering how I got to this point in life. It feels like my life is a suspense novel or movie or something. You might not think acne can have this kind of affect on people but it does. I'm so use to being that guy who got all the girls. Now I watch my younger bro who is one year younger live my old life. Its like I'm being tormented. I've tried everything even prayer. I still have faith in God. I'd never ever give up on him. But some times I get to that point where I just want to give up on everything. I don't want to go to school anymore. I go there to get made fun of, stared at, and watch others live there happy lifes while I let the anger and depression build up. Please try to understand where I'm coming from. I want an answer to this acne problem. I don't want to have any scars or anything to remind me of this horrible time in my life. Like because of my acne, I haven't had a gf in forever. I have no friends any more cause I'm not that well liked any more. I don't like to go out, I don't like to go swimming because I have body acne too. I can't work out because of the body acne. I know life is not about superficial things but how you feel about your self does, and to be honest I don't like myself anymore. And yes I have asked my parents about councling but they feel that my acne isn't that big of a deal. No one does. But me, cause I'm actually the one living this nightmare. I guess if its not your problem you shouldn't care. But if it is you should begg for help. Anyways will I ever have a normal looking face again.